Monday, October 27, 2008

A somber day for us...

Brandon was diagnosed with autism today. It really shouldn't have come as any surprise, but just that word "autism" sounds so final to me. I know there are millions of kids out there that have it, but it hurts a little more when it's so close to home. This is another bump in the road, and we'll deal with it. I just wish we didn't have to. We have to see another specialist and we have to start a new therapy after that (Another one- that makes 4! How do I balance that and time with my kids and everything else I need to take care of?). I keep telling myself that it's all for the betterment of my son, but right now it's exhausting to think about. I have faith that everything will be fine, but my heart just breaks for my little guy that has to deal with this.

4 comments:

Carrie said...

I am sorry to hear that but brandon is still a wonderful and magnificent blessing of a little boy and maybe now with a "title" it will be easier to embrace the small difficult situations each day. Just remember he is not a statistic he is still your little boy and even as stressful as it sounds you will be able to manage the schedule because your an amazing mom and thats what us moms do is whats best for our kids! So hang in there and think of it like this it is only going to get better especially when he is getting all the treatment he needs. Hang in there you can do it! If you need anything let me know!

Leslie said...

I'm so sorry. I know as a mother we so badly just want a kiss to make everything all better for our child. I know it won't be an easy road ahead (my older brother has autism among other things) but I also know we were meant to have the children we have. I'd like to imagine in Heaven Brandon was SO excited to come down to Earth (even though he knew some things wouldn't come easily for him) because he'd have you for his mom. You are a GREAT mother Joey, and I know with your devotion Brandon will achieve wonderful things!!
Let me know if I can help with anything!

Aubrey said...

Joey, my heart goes out to you. In the experiences I have had, I know that this is a blessing, as much as it feels like a burden right now. Brandon's test is just to endure this life, but he has it made! There aren't too many of us who can say that. You are so blessed to be his mom and I know you'll weather the storm because you're awesome. I'm praying for you

Joanna said...

I am so sorry to hear about your little boy. It must be so hard to wrap your mind around it sometimes. But as you learn more about Autism and about how to help Brandon, I think it will just help you and him grow closer and help you understand him and who he is. I know the Lord will strengthen you and your little family as you go through tough times and will bring you closer together as you rely on Him. We'll keep you in our prayers. And don't be afraid to call if you need anything or just someone to talk to!